28 March- a dream that came true for him

 

And as he turned back to see her one more time while she was on her way, he felt the most intense happiness and satisfaction. Oddly enough he felt a wave of sadness and pain at the same time. He wasn’t able to fathom his feelings at once but some time later he understood why he felt sad at that time . .

The Reason of his intense happiness and inner satisfaction was the obvious one. She was the one person he wanted to meet so so badly that it’s actually ineffable . and as she was slowly going back to her office and this moment was bidding adieu he was sad to see the the end of the moment . 

Every single day of his life for the last 3 and half years he felt her .. It was a calling of the soul.He wanted to see her and meet her. It simply went beyond mind and heart . Every day he would contradict his mind that used to say him”there is no way you are gonna meet her “.He would keep believing and hoping and praying for it. The situation always seemed impossible. 

There was no connected friends at that time ,no contacts, not knowing where she is and what not . Not to forget the “LUCK” that always betrayed him and never allowed him to meet her . But he would continue to believe. He would sob like a baby . On his way to office tears would roll down his cheeks under helmet . But he would continue to believe .

These 3.5 years that has connection to go back 11 years would be a painful one. Well that pain is something else altogether. 11 years . To meet her and get to know her was and is a dream for him. The heart and mind would seek the reason. But it belonged to soul . The soul was always seeking her . 

Pain would be there each day . A pain not to be told to others . A longing to meet. And finally after all the sorrows,grief and pains ,he kept challenging “LUCK” . He would fulfill his dream of meeting her on 28 March. 

Upon seeing her and meeting her , he was overjoyed. She is so beutiful. She is so warm and generous. She is full of wisdom .And She is soulful. This meet was a result of long fought hardship. Long fought battle with the mind itself and situations which always said that it was impossible to see and meet her . Due to various things against the favour of it . 

They would have a wonderful conversation. It was a blessing for  him. He felt the joy . He could feel his soul in a joyous mood. He could feel the moment . He wanted the moment to never end. He wanted the moment to be like this .

28 March will be a day that will be enshrined in his heart and soul forever. Never to go away. The moment of meeting her that very moment would always be cherished by him. It proves that we are allowed to “dream” . It’s a moment to live for . A moment to smile for. A moment that has story . A moment that is soulful. A moment that’s pure . 

He would always be grateful for this very moment 

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And as it was the time to say bye to her ,he gathered coverage and didn’t allow himself to look sad . He said her to take care and wished her well and turned back and started walking. But he turned back again to look at her and she was on her way . He felt sad . And down . And out . He didn’t want to leave the moment . He was grateful and happy but at the same time he didn’t want it to end .

Perhaps he didn’t want to succumb to the fact that “ moments pass” . We have to go. We cannot FREEZE a particular moment forever in the very real essence. And he felt the grief . The pain. But he continued to say to himself to be happy and grateful and albeit the pain of it slowly going away, was inevitable, he was reminding himself to be happy for it happened and not because it was over . And his soul was replete with contentment and gratitude for it was a soulful connection and desire.

She walked slowly and went to her office and he stood there for 2 minutes before thanking God for this moment and going to the other side of the road to catch the bus to proceed his journey back home murmuring in his mind”Dreams do come true”.Amid all the uncertainty of life he is certain to cherish and savour this moment forever and this moment is saved by his soul .